Oh dear

I don't know what happened. I seemed to be going so well. Had nearly a week up without sugar and was starting to feel fantastic. That itching skin thing I get had gone and I felt really clear-headed and serene. Today, stuck with the kids, I felt trapped and reached for the sugary carbs. My tummy is feeling it tonight. I don't feel too awful. Feel like I can probably get it back on track tomorrow, but I doubt if I'll ever get this permanent 1 day at a time abstinence from sugar. I can only live in hope, I guess. Or maybe I'm not meant too. In any case I had a really nice day; social and with the kids. Just felt a bit obsessed about property (we're going to buy a place sometime soon).
Lots to think about. I guess I want to not have to think so much and so I use food.